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I forgive myself for holding on to the desire for my parents' attention. I finally release and let go of the desire for my parents' attention. I forgive myself for holding on to the desire for attention from anyone and I forgive myself for doing anything and everything that I see could bring me attention. I finally release and let go of the desire for attention of others. I forgive myself for holding on to the desire for my parents to care about how I feel, when they will never be able to do that, not realizing that I am the only person that can help me anyway, so better that I give myself the attention I deserve, and I pay attention to how I am feeling, so that I can support myself through any emotions and feelings. I finally release and let go of the desire for my parents to care about how I am feeling. I forgive myself for holding on to the desire for approval from others, when that is a symptom of low self-esteem. I finally release and let go of the desire f...

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, understand, and realize that acknowledging that a business's sole purpose being to make money and the morality qualifiers are what causes one to fail in business does NOT mean that one must lie, cheat, and steal in my business in order to win, but what it DOES mean is that the fear of crossing the moral boundary, and the fear of doing something immoral and the fear of people perceiving me as immoral is what screws me over. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to clarify to myself what the difference is between honesty and self-honesty, where honesty is in the eyes of the system, which is inconsistent, as it says "never lie, cheat, or steal", yet the ones who lie, cheat, and steal, are rewarded with the best lives, which shows that it is clear that morality/honesty is used to manipulate the masses into never becoming and having and doing more with their lives, and self-hon...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that building a business would be easy. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how building a business would go, and when I realized that that is not how it will go, I quit inside of myself, because it is harder than I thought. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, understand, and realize, that life WILL NEVER be like how we imagine it in our minds, that our plans will NEVER go exactly as we think it will, that life will ALWAYS give you things that you did not think of at first, that is why it is most valuable to be adaptable and flexible. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see, realize, and understand that it is the things that happened in our day, in our business, at work, in a game, IN LIFE, that we DID NOT PLAN FOR, that we really and truly appreciate the most, that bring us the most excitement and joy in our li...

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to lay out exactly what I have going on in my mind about women, relationships, and my ideal partner. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to define what I want in a partner and relationship, and keep what is good and practical and best, and leave everything else. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect to find a partner, without doing the physical actions and movements necessary to find a partner. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to masturbate without question, and to not want to give up masturbation, because in my mind I cannot see anything really wrong with it, even though I intentionally do not look too hard. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use masturbation as a way to create, maintain and indulge in fantastical, imaginary women relationships that do not exist in reality. I forgive my...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change due to fearing the change of my current relationships that I have with my family, my friends, strangers, women, men, soccer mates, time, scheduling, life, video games, sports, fitness, sleep, body, mind, free time, activity, leisure, clothing, money, earning money, spending money, housing, vehicles, things, etc. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hold on to the comfort of the way things are more than I want the best life for myself and others. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize how me deciding to not change my life keeps this world in a state of fear and distrust and unhappiness, ensuring that lives are wasted and heaven is no where near Earth. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to step into and begin expressing my potential to a greater degree based on fear of judgment and fear of the unknown, of wha...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowing myself to let all of my resistances, reactions, thoughts, backchats, internal conversations, feelings, emotions, personalities, ego, patterns, habits, behaviours, beliefs, perceptions, ideas, images, pictures, fantasies, imaginations, and memories that hold be back, chain me up, and tie me down to my past, continue to compound and compile into the extent of control that it has on me now, where I cannot even bring myself to do the things I want to be doing, that I can see for myself are Best. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate on really taking apart myself as who I am and recreating myself as who I want to be. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delay and put off and push away my process to the degree that I have, until right now. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to get it absolutely perfect and right with ...