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I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to lay out exactly what I have going on in my mind about women, relationships, and my ideal partner. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to define what I want in a partner and relationship, and keep what is good and practical and best, and leave everything else. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect to find a partner, without doing the physical actions and movements necessary to find a partner. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to masturbate without question, and to not want to give up masturbation, because in my mind I cannot see anything really wrong with it, even though I intentionally do not look too hard. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use masturbation as a way to create, maintain and indulge in fantastical, imaginary women relationships that do not exist in reality. I forgive my...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear change due to fearing the change of my current relationships that I have with my family, my friends, strangers, women, men, soccer mates, time, scheduling, life, video games, sports, fitness, sleep, body, mind, free time, activity, leisure, clothing, money, earning money, spending money, housing, vehicles, things, etc. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to hold on to the comfort of the way things are more than I want the best life for myself and others. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize how me deciding to not change my life keeps this world in a state of fear and distrust and unhappiness, ensuring that lives are wasted and heaven is no where near Earth. I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to step into and begin expressing my potential to a greater degree based on fear of judgment and fear of the unknown, of wha...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowing myself to let all of my resistances, reactions, thoughts, backchats, internal conversations, feelings, emotions, personalities, ego, patterns, habits, behaviours, beliefs, perceptions, ideas, images, pictures, fantasies, imaginations, and memories that hold be back, chain me up, and tie me down to my past, continue to compound and compile into the extent of control that it has on me now, where I cannot even bring myself to do the things I want to be doing, that I can see for myself are Best. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to procrastinate on really taking apart myself as who I am and recreating myself as who I want to be. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delay and put off and push away my process to the degree that I have, until right now. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to get it absolutely perfect and right with ...